Tomorrow is the 51st Track and Field Nationals finals. The finale is about to come. I can't wait.
Looking back, it has been exactly a year since the last finals. So much has changed. So much improvement. Yet so many set backs too.
Looking back. i see just how much i have changed. Just two years ago, HPPS IT and Media club member has suddenly been chosen to join HCI's track and field. Unbelievable. I never thought that i would do a sport. Yet, now it is so different. I just cannot imagine how it would have been if i didn't join track and field. Life would be so different, i would be so much less tanned.
Not very good.
Though sometimes i get really really irritated when Gary shows off his untanned exterior by calling me "coloured folk". How funny.
Even so, i earned that name. Toiling for hours under the insanely hot sun. The countless shin splints and luckily, i remain injury-free... touch wood touch wood. My fellow jumpers are so friendly. Its great to be in their company. Jumping together, running together, chatting together.
Sometimes, i think Singapore is too task-oriented. We all aim for points, results, medals... the goals are endless. But how many can actually achieve it? Everywhere i see, i see success. Mr Tan once said "why can't we have a cca just for fun?" It would be pointless, we need the accolades. But yet, he has a point. Why? Lets just blame the system for now.. or us chinese being too competitive. The thrill of competing is indescribable. Just walking up to the high jump mat already has my heart throbbing. Even thinking of it makes me feel excited. But, it is not the competition that is thrilling. Its the experience.
Can you believe it? During a competition, a NATIONAL competition, we laugh at each others names? WAH! Amazing ain't it. So relaxed. Perhaps. Its nice to make more friends. Especially across schools. The perspectives given are so varying.
I enjoy seeing both sides of the coin. It gives me a better view. Instead of 2D, i see it in 3. Also, it is easier to understand. Well, i hope we win the C'Division and B'Division title AGAIN. It has become a minimum. An expectation. In school, people use your title as "tracker" as reason for your ... success in sports. Yet, they fail to understand that "tracker" is but a label. We are still the same. Just that we are required to train on a scheduled basis. Viva la trackers.